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April 12th, 2005
04:28 pm
It's just so senseless. All because some guy was having a bad day, someone we all loved was ripped from our lives. Todd must know how much he was loved because the whole school is ralling behind him. This morning...i don't even know what to say...i never expected so many people to show up. SO many people loved Todd, even if they jsut saw him in the hallways the same phrase comes to mind "I always saw him smiling". He was such a happy kid, a wrestler, a football player, a brother, a son, a friend. He had his whole life ahead of him and becaues of one careless moment, so many people will be deprived of ever getting to know Todd.
I havent really spent that much time with Todd since middle school, but when i heard the news i was devastated. Middle school was so much fun with him. He used to chase me around and tell me i had "cooties" and we would always sit in the hallways and try not to get caught by cracraft. I can't go for more than like 20 seconds without crying and there is no end in sight. Just two weeks ago, Todd, Jill and I were playing Egyptian Rat's crew at lunch and it was so much fun. I miss his smile...he always had something nice to say. I know this is all random but its just whatever comes to my mind. The MEAP today was so depressing because he used to sit near me and i just kept looking at that seat knowing it was meant for Todd. It seems so surreal. I don't think its actually hit me yet. I'm just waiting for him to pop out from around a corner with that smile. But...he's not going to. He's never coming back. Ever.
This morning was the most unified event i've ever seen at our school. There were so many people out there mourning the loss. I didnt come inside until 8:15 and even then the teachers didnt say anything and i was so happy for that. But i heard of other teachers who were yelling at students. how do you not understand how we're feeling? He was a friend and it will take all of us time to grieve. So, please understand that.
So, Todd, I hope that you're happier in Heaven because I can't imagine another reason why God would want to take you away from us. Rest in peace my friend and watch over us and know how much this community cared for you and how much we loved you.
Todd Schoenheide
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January 3rd, 2005
05:03 pm
so break was amazing.
i dont really remember what happened but i can try to recap. Christmas night me and heather went to see Ocean's twelve at like 11pm and these drunk guys were behind us and yelling stuff...haha. sunday i went to my Grandma's for a bit and then me and sam went to sizzling sticks for dinner. We picked alaina up and saw Ocean's twelve again but then i had to go home. Monday ummm woke up at like 230, had hockey at 4. it was the alumni game, i scored! thenn we went out to eat at applebee's and back to soloko's where we watched napolean dynomite. Tuesday umm ortho app, then dont remember, went to my dads house for the night. sammy came over and we had a nice long talk. it was funn and i drove her homea round 2ish.
Wednesday we had hockey at 1030 andd then me, soloko, bridget and sam went to seee meet the fockers. i went out to eat with my grandma and thennn i went to sams. maybe? i dont really remember. thursday dropped my car off at the shop at 8, went back to my dads and fell asleep. woke up at 1 and hung around til liie5 and went to work. after work went to bridgets w/ zima and andrea and watched white chicks.
New years eve i woke up at like 11 and went out to lunch with my dad. picked up my car and just hung around until like 9ish when i went to sammys for a bit. got to bridgets at 1030 w/ jessica and kt. soo much fun. bridge got home at like 11 adn at midnight we banged pots and pans adn drank fake champagne. we played DDR, did the crib walk, made an obstacle course. fun stuff. andrea came over adn bridge fell asleep at like 2. sooo since we're such nice kids...we duct taped her to the floor and taped a broom, a margarita glass and pads to her. so that was funn, took lots of crazy pictures. tortured wooly and finally went to sleep around 7ish. we woke up at like 130 adn went home.
saturday ummm didnt do much. went to riverside arena with andrea, kt, jess and bridget...not a good idea.
sunday got a new cell phone cuz nick broke his so we all had to get new ones....its sweet, its a camera phone and a video phone. and other cool stuff...tons of fun. then my bro left for college THANK GOD. ugh he's such an ass sometimes and so nice at other times.
annddd today. back to school KILL ME. forgot my shoes in chem and begged sam for hers. after school, soloko sam and i went to Einisten, Best buy and some game shop. went to work at 6, got off at 7 and now i'm going hot tubbin at sam's house...
WHAT A WEEK
later kids
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December 26th, 2004
01:57 am
Christmas was good.
yesterday i woke up at like 12 and finished up some last minute shopping. i dropped of katie, sam and bridget's presents at their houses. then my family had christmas dinner on christmas eve czu we're cool like that. it was really good..we had ham, mashed potatoes, muffins, corn...yummy. lol then i had to go to work. not cool. i didnt get off til like 9 and then i got home and no one was even there. so i jsut kinda hung out w/ myself all night. wooot. til amy called at like 230 and we talked for a bit and then i fell asleep..
today we woek up at like 11 (yes i know, we like to sleep in on christmas) we had pancakes for breakfest and then my mom's boyfriend and his son showed up at noon and we opened presents. i knew everything i was getting but it was fun anyway. i got lots of clothes and a $100 from my mom, $125 from my grandma and $50 from my mom's boyfriend. then we watched tv together for a bit til my bro and i went to my dads. we had dinner there, we had turkey, mashed potatoes, corn and stuffing. also very yummy dinner. my dad and i played ping pong and then we opeend presents there. my dad gave me $400 for my b-day adn Christmas and then various aunts and uncles gave me $150. so i ended up with $825 dollars in cash/checks...:-D which means i'm gonna go buy myself a snowboard...meehee i'm pumped. lol i stayed at my dads til like 4 and i came home and tore apart my closet. that was fun, excpet for i havent picked it up yet so its all laying on my floor. bridge, sam, murrph, andrea and me were gonna go to the movies but they all backed out on me so me and heather went instead. we went to the 11 o clock showing of ocean's 12. it was relaly good but i still dont get it and i'm very confused...hmmm. so i dropped her off and got home at like 145. annddd now i'm off to clean up my room...
nite kids and merry christmas!
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December 24th, 2004
12:39 am
its been a long week...
last friday- umm me and bridge and andrea went to the mall and to dinner. then back to andreas to watch thirteen and theni fell asleep during elf.
saturday-umm shopping w/ my mom and then hockey. hockey didnt go very well...lost 9-0...
sunday-spanish project, hit a mailbox, didnt go to work cuz of the previous thing.
monday-school, slept, shopped a lil bit i think. dont really remember.
tuesday-skipped school so i could go shopping but then i had reall bad cramps. went to hockey but was really sick so i didnt play. i felt better for a bit so i went to emily's b-day party. came home and slept the rest of the night.
yesterday-ummm went shopping with bridget. i actually got stuff accomplished. I bought kt, cori and bridget's gift. then we had a hoceky game. it was a pretty good game but we lost 2-1. then me and bridget went shopping again and i spent the night at her house. andrea showed up around 1. taht was funnn, so yeah and then i couldnt really sleep so i watched the news for half the night.
today-we woke up at like 9 and i attempted to dig my car out of the snow. we drove home. haha it was really sweet, czu the roads were sooooo bad. then i got to andreas but i didnt really want to leave til it stopped snowing so i went snowmobling with her and emery. haha andrea got up t0 75mph. yeah i defintley couldnt see anything going that fast. ummi came home for a bit, and then picked andrea back up and picked up jess and went to the mall. haha we were pulled up next to some guy so andrea thought it'd be cool to give him my cell phone number. eww he was this old mexican guy adn he called like instantly and andrea told him to call later and we'd set up a date. hahah but yeah so i finally got bridget and kt's gifts finished. then tonight i had to put on ornaments and help wrap presetns. wooooot. party. sooo yeah.
gotta go help wrap more.
nite kids
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December 16th, 2004
09:29 pm
yesterday we won our hockey game 10-0. it was really bad. like we just sat there and passed the puck around the net cuz holden told us not to score. it was really bad, but whatev. i'd have to say the highlight of the game was when Kim checked me into the boards and the ref was like "well i might have expected the other team to hit their own players, but you guys seemed kinda good.." hahaha like she hit me so hard and i just stood there laughing. it was hilarious. ne way after the game, me and kels went to YC. i only stayed for like a half hour cuz i wanted to go home and sleep...
so i got home and i did my celebrations project and some other stuff and i was gettin ready to go to bed around 9 when b-ridge called. so i talked to her and andrea till like 1145ish. and then i went to bed around 1ish. soo yeah it was good tho, it needed to be done. haha yeah...
today...i was actually on time to spanish, PD we took a test, celebrations we made cookies, and chem we took notes and got our tests back. i got an 83!! omg it was sooo pumped i cant event ell you. so yeah and then i took sam home and we jammed in the parking lot. gooood times. came home and then went shopping w/ jess, kt, and b-ridge. excpet we were tehre for like 20 minutes but hey it was funnn ne way.
so i dropped bridge off and i had to go to work but i didnt want to go wearing a sweatshirt. so she's like "i'm dressing you" so she gave me like a shirt, and a jacket and she "did my hair' haha erally she just starighted it and put it in a like sideparted ponytail but it was funny ne way. work was alirhgt. kind of annoying cuz my manager was like "u'll be out b4 830" but this party of 25 got there at 7 and didnt actually sit down til 830 so i didnt leave til like 915, but whatev. soo yeah. i have to read 80 pages of malcolm x and then i'm going to bed.
not sure what the plans are for tw. i have hockey and then i think me, bridge and andrea and i might be shoppping? suree lol
nite kids
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December 15th, 2004
02:56 pm
so. last night was fun? we had our lil MTL chat room thingy goin til about 430 and then i had to get off cuz my mom was yelling. i had one log left at 645 and so i got ready for school, threw up twice (always fun), picked andrea up nad went to school. stayed for 1st hour then left after to go home and finish my logs. i drove ducky home and then got done around 1015, took a shower and went to chilis for lunch w/ mi padre. i got back to school around 1230 and turned in my logs (late but at leaset complete) 29 fricken pages. insane. 4th hour i had a math test, i fell asleep during it twice considering i ahvent slept in 32 hours...sweet. and now i'm gonna go to sleep. HA JK cuz i have a hockey game in an hour. sooo i'm off to taht. some cool kid named kelsey is coming. i'm pumped...wooooot
later
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December 14th, 2004
11:29 pm
sunday- umm went to work and thats about it...
monday-alright i guess. i dont remember ne thing too exciting except i went running to sams house and then i went shopping w/ my mom.
today-umm picked andrea up, spanish we watched Ice age and i slept through the whole thing, PD we watched some more movies which i slept through, celebrations we made cookies and chem we took a quiz. after school...some fun drama began that kinda ruined my day...
practice was more awkard and not fun than usual. people mad at each other and the team kinda divided with some of us stuck in the middle...party. lol so i dropped bridget off and came home, had long talks w/ murrph and sam. so now i'm online finishing my MTL logs and we have a chat room with 25 people from MTL in it. its so cool. haha we're like exchanging answers and talking shit about hte class. its amazing. we're all gonna copy it onto a CD and hand it in tw with our logs cuz we are all gonna be up all night.
haha
later kids
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December 12th, 2004
12:37 am
sooo today was fun. woke up at 745 and took teh ACT's at Novi. they got over at like 12 adn i went to my dads to make christmas cookeis for ASP. we kidna burnt them though..oops. but it was fun hangin out w/ my dad. then i went to the JV girls game w/ jessica. they lost but it was fun watching and hanging out w/ corbin. afterwards i skated for a few min and then jess and i went to subway. i drove her home, ate dinner and picked up andera. we went to meijer for serioulsy like 2 hours. i think we got there at like 8 and we left at 10. hahaa we bought a lot of random stuff. we played soccer in the hallways and rode bikes down the aisles. funn stuff. then we called zima and picked b-ridge up some t-bell and headed over there. i was there til like 12 but i had to come home cuz i gotta be at the church at 9 to drop off my christmas cookies. sooo yeah. partay.
nite kids
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December 11th, 2004
12:11 am
its been quite a while...
monday i dont really remember. i had a fricken hard chem test and then after school jess and i went to the library to work on some chem. i think i fell asleep or something cuz i dont remember what i did monday night.
tuesday-ummm hockey practice and yeah thats it.
wednesday-we had a hockey game but we got our ass kicked. it kinda sucked, i'm not gonna lie. after the game me and sam went to subway adn uhh thats it.
thursday-hockey practice and then i had to go to work. ugh i got yelled at like 3 times by this huge asshole who wasnt "satisfied" and i was like MEH i hate you. but brendan stood up for me so i was happy. it was actually a good day at work, it was kinda fun. then i had to get up at 345 to call mrs. tibble for our baby simulation.
today-got up late and got to school late. spanish was boring, in PD we listened to the answering machine tapes of last night. they were hilarious. celebrations we ate vegetarian stuff. i got sean in trouble at lunch...i made him throw my water bottle to me and it hit some girl and mr. shambleau yelled at him. i felt bad...after school me, sam and andrea went to enisten and then i fell asleep atlike 4 and didnt wake up til 9. me and b-ridge went to wendy's and then we picked jess and kt and went to 7-11. my mom was being effing retarded and wouldnt let me stay the night. i was really pissed and i still am. UGH I WANT TO KILL SOMONE. but whatev. i have to take the ACT's tw. i really dont want to but oh well. i'm also going shopping, making holiday cookies and hopefully going to the girls' JV game tw. we'll see if i have time... well i should prob go get some sleep...
nite kids
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December 7th, 2004
12:22 pm
THE JULIETTE'S ARE OUT OF THE ELEVATOR!!!
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11:34 am - Library...
Me and Jayna are in the library right now. we probably should be working on our govt. project...but thats no fun. jenna says hi. rob is making clothes for himself. casual fridays. thats all i heard. /picnics. goood. i'm gonna go now.
LOVE YOU!!!!
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December 1st, 2004
11:20 pm
we won our hockey game 5-1. hell yeah biznatches. so today was sweet. i woke up again at like 12 and picked up andrea and went to bridgets. first we went to CVS and bought some gross candy. after that we just sat in bridgets living room. we kidnapped bridget this time and took her on a ride. then i took andrea home, took a shower and went back to bridgets AGAIN. we dropped kim of at work and got our skates sharpened at arctic pond. we came back to bridgets and made two boxes of rice a roni. but it was sooo effin good. mrs. hughes drove my car to our hockey game cuz they ran out of vehicles. hockey was sweet. i always enjoy winning. sammy is my new god. i'm building a shrine to her. hahaha i have lots of homework to do.
nite kids
and i fixed it!
( ...and we're back... )
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09:29 am
the last couple of days have been greeat...
monday was sammy's birthday! MTL we did stuff and in seminar i went to silak and hung out w/ jess and kt. lunch was funn, government=ew, and math me and murrph got really hyper and in trouble, always a blast. after school jess and i ran up to work real quick and then it was monday so i had nothing to do! me and bridge went to the mall to go shopping for a certain person. we ran around the mall trying to find hot topic and then they didnt even have what we wanted. so i took her home and i fell asleep around 7 and woke up at 10. sam called around 1030 and we talked in the dark until like 12. :-) i was getting readyto take a shower and murrph called.:-) we talked for a bit and then i fell asleep...
yesterday me and sam got up early adn went to meijer at like 630. haha we bought snow in a can and mt. dew. it was sweet. we saw mr. soloko there but he looked slightly confused. we actually made it to school on time. spanish we did nothing, PD we took a test and tibble marked me late cuz i was at a counseling appt? so that was cool. celebrations we were supposed to make soup but we had a sub so we didnt. i had to leave chem early cuz i had a ortho app and DJ yelled at me but whatev...so i had ortho and then i went to hockye and sat in the parking lot for 40 minutes til everyone else got there but i got homework done so that was good. hockey was alright and zima made sam a cake that looked like boobs. hahaa good times. and then i just came home and did homework.
today. i woke up at like 645 and was listenin to the radio while i got ready. so i'm downstairs makin my lunch and andera calls and she's like "wanna go to breakfest?" and i was like "yeah at 7:03" and theni found out we didnt have school! which is sweet ahh i'm sooo excited! so me, bridge, andrea, kt and jess went to breakfest at big boy and saw like half of the school there. i dropped bridget off and then andrea took kim over her shoulder and threw her in my trunk. we kidnapped her and went on a little adventure with her and made ransom calls :-). that was funnn. so now i'm gonna go lay down for like an hour and then hopefully doin some fun shit. we have a hockey game tonight and it BETTER not be cancelled or i'll be pissed.
later kids!
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November 27th, 2004
10:59 pm
i woke up at like 1...ugh i was sooo tired. my mom made me and nick "breakfest". i went shopping w/ my mom til like 3 and then i headed over to my dads til around 5. at 6 i went to heathers. i've missed her soo much! ugh man it was amazing. so we went to taco bell and saw some fun people there. she wore my varsity jacket and i wore her salem soccer warmups...funn stuff. haha and this guy had like 14 tacos on his tray so when he walked away, heather goes "god is he by myself" and she turns around and he was right there. he definteley heard her. hahahaha
We went to the emagine theater in canton and saw national treasure. it was alright...i think we had more fun making fun of the people in the theater. like this one lady just bolts down the aisle of the theater and then down another and like 5 min later comes running back to sit down. CAMERA PHONE!!! god i love you heather. ok does ne one else hate it after movies when people start to clap?! UGH its annoying. its not like ne one that was in the movie can hear you...
so we walk out of the theater and there is this group of guys smoking and hitting on girls which was a party...haha. on the way home i kept slamming on the breaks and scaring the shit out of heather. oh and she ripped billy's ass off!! i have this cow that sits on my dashboard and his name is billy. she tried to wipe the water off my windshelid so she grabbed Billy, only he's velcroed down and now he has a hole in his bootay. i'm saddened for life. Billy is in pain heather, PAIN!. wow. so yeah that was my night it was lots of fun! we gotta hang out more heather...
love you
nite kids
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12:34 am
yesterday was thanksgiving...i woke up at like 11 adn then around 1, Al came over. I went to my dads around 2 and ate dinner and hung out with that side of the family. At 4, I went back home and ate with my mom's family. It was jsut me, nick, Al and my mom. I fell asleep after dinner and then just worked on sam's b-day present the rest of the night..
today woke up around 12, talked to sam on the phone for a bit. holden called and told me he wanted me to ref the girls JV game tonight...so yeah. the patches for our varsity jackets came except taht they were YELLOW. yellow does not help me, i need orange. so we spent the day on the phone with this asshole...ugh. but we're getting the orange ones so thats good.
Around 715 i went to Amy's and we drove to dearborn heights to ref the game.(keep in mind i've never reffed before). so we get tehre and we're in the officials room getting ready and these two guys walk in. and after they left amy's like "omg thats the guy who gave me the 10 minute misconduct cuz i called him an idiot." hahaha so it turns out that these guys are supposed to ref the game but holden told them to go home so amy and i could ref. personally i think they probably should have reffed but hey...whatever more money for me. so the game actually wasnt that bad. i was sooo effing cold. trista made me give her a penalty cuz she kept hitting people. some girl ran into me and fell over. aww it was cute tho. so that was fun...adn then after the game holden gave us each 20 bucks and told us we'd get 20 more on tuesday at practice. saweet!
Amy drove us home and then we went to Soloko's for a dance partay!! Murrph chased me aroudn the house trying to get her sunglasses and when she stole them she locked herself in the bathroom. welll...i ran at the door and burst it open...i hope i didnt break ti...i dont think so! lol so yeah we hung out and danced but i had to go home at 1215 cuz i have places to be tomorrow. yeah. well i'm exhausted soo i'm gonna go to bed.
night kids
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November 24th, 2004
11:41 pm
tonight was funnn...
i sat home and watched tv til like 8 and then murrph called and we were on the phone arguing about what we should do until like 10. cuz she watned to have a dance party but i didnt want to cuz my head hurt so we argued over what we shoudl do. and then at 10 my headache was gone but she would have to be home at 10 so we decided to do nothing.
lol but at like 1015 she called me and she came over for a "dance party". but instead we went to wendy's. haha and her brother saw us there and she wasnt supposed to leave my house. but heyy its alll good. so then we came home and sat in her car and talked about stuff. it was really good to have someone to talk to...
thanks murrph! i love you!
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07:03 pm
its been awhile. i'm soo busy...
but yeah. yesterday after school i had hockey and then after hockey the team went to brann's for dinner. it was funn. we broke kristens crayons and laughed at her. hahaha. so then i promised my mom i'd come home and watch a movie w/ her so. i did. well. except that she went to her boyfriends. so i fell asleep at like 10...woooo hooo.
today i woke up at like 11 and me and murrph went to kohl's and went shopping. i got some sweet stuff. and then i was gonna kidnap her but i changed my mind. so i drove her home and ate some food and went to hockey. hockey was funnn. kind of. we made snowangels on the ice and brandon got pissed at holden which is always hilarious. then i drove bridget home and took a shower.
so now i'm figuring out what i'm gonna do tonight...
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVE KIDS!
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November 13th, 2004
11:43 pm
havent updated in awhile...
um tuesday i had hockey pictures and soccer practice. wednesday was hockey and church. thursday sucked cuz i was up til 430 writing my 17 page paper for MTL. UGH.
yesterday was my birthday. it was pretty shitty tho. i only got an hour and a half of sleep so i was exhausted. i felt really sick so i went home after seminar and slept until 3. then i had hockey, so i went to that. wooot. me and bridget stayed after to get our skates sharpeend. then i dropped her off, went home, showered, and came back. we had a dance off and called holden and told him that andrea dislocated her knee. we pranked called a few other kids too. we tried to play hide n go seek but...it didnt go so well. so i really didnt feel good so i went to bed early. i woke up at 115 and jsut went home cuz i felt icky.
today was alright. i woek up at 11 and cleaned a lil bit. me and sam went to subway so that was fun. then we had our hockey game at 5 whcih was saweet. we beat regina. that's such an accomplishment considering they beat us 8-0 last year...twice. i dont know. i was having a mixed feeling of emotions tonight. some girl got hurt and had to be carried off on a stretcher and it brought back some really bad memories. i started to get nervous and scared czu i jsut kept thinking about last year and how that was me. so. yeah. it just bothered me. but it was sweet cuz we won and we beat regina which is jsut amazing. after the game i came home and took a shwoer. i picked up andrea and we went to ponders. we wrote all over ducky and ponder's car. it was funn. we watched napolean dynomite and had an INTENSE foosball game. i dont think i've ever sweated before while playing foosball. it was me n emily vs. andrea n murrph. me n em won the first game and they won the second so it game down to the tiebreaker. me n em were losin by 5 goals and we made a sweet comeback til it was tied and it came down to the final goal...but andrea n murrph won. *sigh* next time emily. next time.
peace out kids
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